December 2010
hiyasuckers:
baby tonight ill be thinking of you and i will find someone’s fone to call you on. ill be sleeping with hemo tonight but wishing it was you<3
btw i had the chance to go to times square, didnt go. :3
besos amor
baby, a few seconds before reading that I was sad nd lonely bcuz I remembered how we’d playfight all the time it made me miss you so much. But you just put the...
I just want you to know that this new years when...
hiyasuckers:
you stop doing anything destructive. I stopped okay? Read all the stuff I wrote on ur tumblr nd try to go on aim. I love you.
stop cutting. im sorry too.
Im sorry..
You just make it sound like youre soo happy without me. Theres a difference between remaining positive nd sounding like u don’t want someone.. It hurts, I just love you..
When someone asks me, "How's your love life?"
seeingwithears:
Im so glad ur "liberated"
Lolol was feeling better until i saw how u happily...
Forever&Always ~ BFMV (they rock my world)
hiyasuckers:
i am scared shitless to see you or talk to you. shes looking at everything ihave to see if im talkign to you. she threatened to put me in jail v.v literally impossible but im proud of you.
might seem stupid but im glad u told me what u did. and you’re not in a hospital. <3<3<3 please, go to Florida if its ur dream school :] you have time. and i shouldnt stop u from ur...
Yesterday someone pointed something interesting...
And I already knew it.. Basicly im the biggest hypocrite in the world when it comes to certain things. Ive always been the person alot of people run to when theyre upset. I got a lot of people i know to stop cutting and i love being able to help people even if it means staying up all night to hear them complain. Yet I take none of my own advice..
My answer is always “because the people i...
BOTDFFFFFFFFFFFFF ... MF!
hiyasuckers:
its been 2 days. -_- fck tht.
Since you’re too scared of getting in trouble to see me and talk to me face to face i figured the only way i could tell you all this was through here. I miss you terribly. Have you ever felt so nervous that your stomach hurt? I feel that stomach pain 24/7 when you’re not around me i guess its the equivalent to your empty chest feeling. I...
“Baby you’re beautiful when you’re dying, you’ll be gorgeous when I’m dead”
I love how much you seem to enjoy hurting me
I need to put my fist thru something fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
I need to talk to you so damn badly
“Without you there is no me.”
– Pierce the veil-the boy who could fly
:P
hiyasuckers:
rawrawrawrawrawrawr sobbbb cry sadnesss, emoness, rawrrr grrrrr lkasdhfowiaenksdfn roaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
translation ^ “you faggot!, your words are like iron brandings on the side of my neck. i want an apology. make something out of yourself! college. “
Mangos to the World , the Mango has come! Let earth receive her Mango; Let every heart...
Can you find a way to talk to me... Please?..
And i love how you don't seem to care.
on new years everyone will be kissing their...
iamravenhearmeroar:
-lostandwandering:
forever alone.
when your stomach drops, your heartbeat races,...
Can we create something beautiful, and destroy it?
Its so much worse when...
The anger melts away and youre left with the pain. as I read over what I write yesterday I meant pretty much everything except that part of me doesn’t want you. I want you with everything I am. I need you.. I wish you needed me as much. I hate what’s happened and I still don’t think you did enough. Im so scared that ill actually have to wait 3 yrs to talk to you, please...
all the crazy things i overexaggerate about: my... →
hiyasuckers:
cool sooo ima write everything i plan to do
guitar guitar guitar guitar - it will become my new vent/obsession/escape
ignore everything but what i know is true which is im in love with alanmichaeltorrestoro and im going to study my ass off like a motherfucker
cut off all communication with…
Idk y ive tried to help ppl stop for years, it feels amazing
Cross the line if someone you cared for has ever...
You didn't save me, you condemned me..
The sparks fly across my carpet as I drag my feet towards the bathroom door
Watching you as your knees shake, standing on unsteady feet
You’re shivering, the drugs have robbed you of all body heat
Say it, please say it, “Baby lets keep going until theres more blood in the sink than water”
gazing at the razorblade with cannibal eyes, self destruction, the only way to feel...
If you ever speak to me again dont fucking tell me...
This is one of those rants in which i might not mean any of this tomorro but i sure as hell mean it now. Im writing this on tumblr because im in a room full of people so i cant take out my anger on everything in sight. HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME!?! YOU FUCKING PROMISED ME YOU D NEVER DO IT AGAIN! you let her win yet-a-fucking-gain! you threw me away and said we’re done and you dont...
See Mr. Buchanan I just got wised up to somethin'
If I hadn’t built this house on broken promises and unpaid debts would you still be mine? If I hadn’t spent all the money that I didn’t have would i still be worth your time? Because I may not give you much, but- but I give you all I can I may be a simple man but I’ll love you with all I am But… but what if you found another man? What if he whispered diamonds in...
It's the most beautiful curse, when your love for...
I miss you to the point that I physically feel...
You don't fear death, until you face it.
Without you there is no me
The sirens are screaming, THE SIRENS ARE SCREAMING!
Red and blue splash against the snow, the colors are bleeding, THE COLORS ARE BLEEDING!
The handcuffs cut my circulation and the room begins to sway
As the engine roars and the ambuolance tears away
My heart i sracing from the caffine, my god, its going to explode in my chest
I silently pray we hit a wall or some traffic at best
Because i...
